lol she shouldn’t have done that….
You don’t…. You wait for him to tell him he likes you… A female is not supposed to tell a man how she feels until he is ready to tell her how he feels.
Rant about myself…
Here we go again… I have decided I am the biggest idiot in the history of big idiots and I shall eventually die alone in a hole where I’ll live the rest of my lonely miserable days. My life sucks right now… my job SUCKS, My girlfriend is growing away from me because I’m a horrible boyfriend, I’m absolutely horrified about going to college, I am stressed out 24/7, and It is all happening at one time… I just don’t know what to do or say anymore. I don’t know whether to stick it out and hope that it gets better, or wipe the slate clean and move on with my miserable worthless life. I feel as if my whole world is crumbling around me. Like I’m the epicenter of a worldwide fucking disaster that ruins anything I come into contact with. My anger issues don’t help the fact that I’m stressed to the max, so I end up taking all my anger out on the people I love the most. Like what the fuck do I have to do to just be happy anymore? All I’ve ever been good at is creating problems. Not even just for myself, but for EVERYONE. I end up screwing every good opportunity I have. Jobs, school, girls.. anything that comes my way is ultimately ruined in the end… Every break up? my fault… Every job I had? been fired… every college class I took? failed… I guess you could call me a walking talking failure. Everyone that has ever meant anything to me I’ve pushed away, and for what? NOTHING. I have done nothing in my 18 years of life. Whats to say ever make anything of myself. At least I’ll prove my parents right. I’m just tired… not physically but mentally and emotionally tired. I don’t know how else to explain it. It’s like I live in a world where nothing is supposed to be right. I wonder If anything will fucking make sense at all anymore… Whatever, might as well give up while I’m behind, there no way I can win, not anymore. Its a lose lose. I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t. oh well, life is life right?
The fine print will always get you.
(Source: Flickr / clumsy_culhane)
Candy Corn On The Cob of the Day: The cob being a roll of cookie dough, obvs.
I love you too anon<3 I never get anons I feel soo loved!